blabber!

i was moping this morning when i decided to just study for my advert practical test so that i can be productive..anyway, i was just browsing my email when it suddenly dawned on me that my horoscope folder has 100 messages already and so i decided to tackle it first..

i'm not a believer of this horoscope thing but sometimes it's just fun to read and draw conclusions from there.. so i checked my love tarot just so i can prove my theory that this horoscope stuff is just b**ls**t but i was in for the biggest surprise of my life...

"The King of Wands card reversed suggests that you should try not to torment yourself over the past or over that which you can not control, especially through denial, which could make for a defensive attitude. Be open to a move or to reassessing relationship goals, for there may be little or nothing left to get out of this situation as it stands now. Watch out for a tendency to drown in nostalgia, for reminiscing over past achievements take precedence over planning for future endeavors. That could intimate that the glory days or passionate adventures are all behind you. Use this energy to plug your relationship or love life back into a power source. "

whoa! way creepy! i was really tormenting myself this morning that i just had to call a friend and vent out.. because i'm afraid that my fears will eventually turn out to be real..that we (my ex and I) are not really meant for each other...so what the f**k?? even the heavens are sending signals!